Is my love for soccer fake?

this what happened im playing soccer but then i made starting foward for b team not a im a freshmen at this rate ill never make varsity yet alone be a pro i mean thats my dream but see im fast and all and have rocket on my leg thats why im a foward but i cant shot pk fk i can only kick the ball good while its rolling and plus all the kids can do tricks with the ball and stuff and i cant all i can do is run fast and shot and my ball handeling is like 40/50 so know what?