Boy HERE boy THERE!now what?

hi, dis my lil sista's stroy so dont ya think it meh........Hi, i'm Ashley. i'm 11 years old, and i fell in love with anthony.(well not the nasty parts love)Sheila, on the other hand , anthony's ex was trying to go to his birthday party.Anthony said no, after lunch, sheila was crying behind the coats, because she could not come.Anthony felt bad about it, and his friends started telling him that he should bring her, cause shes hott/cute, and shes crying.Finally anthony said that sheila could come. I was angry, i didnt like sheila. Well anthony sister, zaya, shes my bff, and said she'll be there with me so things between me and sheila is ok.On the day of anthony's b-day, i changed clothes(with MJ hat), got his gift and went there. i saw all my friends there and anthony's buds(hott ones). I went on the porch and sat next to zaya and gave anthony his gift.Then the boys went to the field to play foot ball. me and zaya came to the tree next to the field and watched. I asked zaya, "is sheila here?", and zaya said "no". I caught one of the boys looking at me and talking to anthony. me and zaya climbed the tree and sat there. Then, sheila's mom car parks right in front of the field. I stared at the car and saw the car door open, there sheila came out with a black and pink shirt with pants, i came out with black shirt, really short short shorts, MJ(micheal jackson) hat, and sliver glitter around my eyes. Anthony told me to come over there on his porch, he told me that hes breaking up with me. I said, "oh". Then i turned around and went runing to the field, i was heart broken. I sighed and told zaya what happened she gasped. It was time to eat at the party, all the kids went on the porch to wait. I sat down on the huge chair fit for three. well zaya had to baby sit his little brother for 5 min. It was cold, i went on my cell phone. then suddenly, one of tony's buds come next to me and sat down. Then i heard from one of the boys say "ooo anothony(2) likein a chicka" i laughed , but turned around to see him, i saw his hazel/green eyes, i smiled. I was surprized i smiled i didnt want to. Well every body came inside to eat, then anothony(1)'s mom said all the girls go in zaya's room, and the guys in the backyard, but guess what sheila was with the guys in the backyard.I was mad, anothony(1) dumped me now, sheila's getting what she wants!ugggg, well we come back outside and were playin foot ball in the street. Then anothony(2) told me to go behind the car, i went, then he told me if i wanted to go out with him, i said i'll think about it. He started following me for any answer, then i said yes. He huged me he smelled like sour watermelon, i liked it. It was getting late, sheila left and i was happy, every left to go home, anothony(2) he hugged me and said i love you, and said do you love me? i said yes. he smiled, he took off his coat gave and it to me cause he saw that i was cold. We walked to my house, i gave back his coat and went up my porch and went inside. The next day zaya told me if i can come outside, i said yes and went outside. anothony(2) was there, i went up to him and hugged him, anothony(1) never hugged me just once. I gave anothony (2) my coat, it was too warm i was wareing to thick. anothony(2) said thanks, and hugged me. I loved his hugs I was not alone. The next day it was dark and was cold i had to go home at night. Suddenly anothony(2) stoped and stared at me , i stared at him, we came closer, then closed our eyes and kissed. It was great my first kiss!But please dont tell me im 11 and should not have my first kiss, please. we walked back to my house and i went inside, and looked throw the window and waved. After two weeks anothony(2) had to break up with me cause he was moving, i cryed i will never have a guy as great as him i told myself.Well i havent had a boyfriend in mounths. Now i'm alone, sheila got bored with anothony(1) and broke up with him. I didnt care. Well now i heard anothony(1) say he likes me again. I didnt care if he asked me out i would say no. Well heres my question, what should i do now?